wo zhen de hen lei hen lei. wo ye bu xiang tuo ni dai shui, dan wo you she bu de, sian. what's this? i am being erm very dumb and foolish. i dont want history to repeat itself. i seriously am at a loss now. i feel helpless, being stuck in between 2 very good friends. but i scared if i dont do anything, they will end up hurt. but if i do something, what are the odds of both sides not being awkard? i have no idea, i feel like crying now, but the tears just cant flow out.
as usual i have failed. i am a failure, sigh
